binarysky: (♔ the new you)
binarysky ([personal profile] binarysky) wrote2010-08-21 10:38 pm

♔ day 12 - Memory Theater curse ♔





[ooc: Viewers will see the full memory as depicted in video #1, but since I play Roxas with his English voice + dialogue in mind, both are here for reference; the memory sequence takes place from 3:47-4:24 in the second video.]

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[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
That-

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
-wasn't meant to be shown, was it?

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[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
What? What the--

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't post that! I couldn't! How could anyone--there was no one else there then! I mean, I don't remember...

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
You don't remember?

Ah, I suppose... those words were painful to hear.

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
I don't remember anyone else being around. It's fuzzy, but...how could it be recorder? How'd it get here?

[He catches his breath]

They were true.

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[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not exactly sure, but it must be something this City does.

[...]

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
It's not true at all! If I pinched you, you'd feel it right away.

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
This is a curse?

Not that kind of feeling. It's...what you feel with your heart.

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
It must be, I can't think of any other explanation, really.

Do you mean emotions?

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
I really don't like curses.

Yes.

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Happiness, sadness, anger- you mean you really don't feel any of those?

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have a heart to feel with.

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Weren't you surprised a moment ago? Doesn't that count?

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
That's different.

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
Is it?

I guess I don't really understand your situation... but it's sad to think you that you can't smile or cry genuinely.

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Yeah. That's not helping. So just have conflicted!face.]

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Didn't you say earlier that you wished your friends were here?

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. So?

[identity profile] manofgnee.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
Roxas...?

We weren't supposed to see this, huh...

...You know, I don't think it's really true. About you not being able to feel. In fact, I think that's a load of crap. You miss your friends. That's a feeling. You have fun with them, there's another one. You get surprised and happy and sad, just like everybody else. You can feel.

Why would they tell you otherwise? I don't like it, it's not right...

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
No, I can't. I'm Nobody. We don't have hearts to feel with. He was right.

[identity profile] manofgnee.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
...Okay, do you know what a heart is? It is an organ. It pumps blood in and out and all around the body. It does NOT, contrary to popular belief, cause emotions and feelings.

Those come from inside you. From your mind, your soul, from a part that can't really be defined, but that everybody, even a Nobody (whatever that is) has. If you couldn't feel, then you wouldn't be capable of having friends, or liking things.

You can feel. He was wrong.

[identity profile] existais.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
If you desire something like that- there must be some sort of motivation, don't you think? A feeling.

[identity profile] binarysky.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I know how I'm different from real people. Nobodies are what get left behind when someone loses their heart.

[He doesn't understand it all, but he knows it's not that simple.]

You don't know what you're talking about.

[identity profile] manofgnee.livejournal.com 2010-08-22 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, so? Doesn't mean you're not real and you can't feel...

...Maybe I don't understand what I'm talking about, but I've hung out with you here, and I know just from looking at you and seeing how you act that you can feel. With or without a heart.

Like I said...if you couldn't feel, would you miss your friends so much? Or like sea salt ice cream, or get nervous or have this pits-y feeling in your stomach when something goes wrong? If you couldn't feel...you wouldn't be able to do any of those things.

...Was that your boss? I don't think he's right. Plus, something about him creeps me out...

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