2.1; voice

[binarysky]

[Residents of the City who happen to be checking out the network around this time will hear a very loud **thump** as a teenage boy suddenly lands where there was no teenage boy a moment ago.]

Oof...what?

[There are a few moments of silence and shuffling as Roxas feels around to make sure he's solid. He's as surprised to be as he is surprised to be here in particular.]

I'm just me again...

[There's a swift intake of breath as he spots the communication device. When he speaks again, it's something others are meant to hear.]

Hey, City. I'm back. I don't know how long it's been...but it feels like a long time.

My name is Roxas. I guess I should say "it's nice to meet you" if I didn't know you before.

[A brief pause.]

...Sora? Are you still here?

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[ A curious sense of warmth spreads out from his chest, letting Roxas feel quite comfortable even though it's gotten a little chillier out. Maybe later he'll ask Sora what some of these emotions are, now that he accepts he has them. And maybe he'll just enjoy them. ]

What a sap.

[ He smles fondly and trusts Sora to recognize that it's more than a flippant comment. Some things you just can't put into words. He realizes now that Axel had told him the same thing, every day they hung out on the clock tower. Even if he didn't think about it at the time, he heard it in every silly conversation they had to pass the time, saw it every time he saw Axel there waiting for him.

Axel didn't have to say how he felt. Roxas knew. ]

[faroffdream.livejournal.com]

[If Sora could read his mind, he'd say why not do both and maybe throw an arm around Roxas' shoulders, maybe pull him in so they could just lean against each other because they can and there's something really nice about that, the opportunity for a friend in someone who Sora couldn't blame for hating him if he still had. But Roxas doesn't. It means a lot more than Sora has the ability to convey, but it's possible that being friends is the best step toward trying.

So when Roxas says what he does, Sora does hear everything else not put into words, can't help but smile and it's not rueful but there's something empathetic there - understanding tinged with something of his own, memory rather not just of Axel but of Riku who would always call him a sap, which honestly if he thinks about it now, Sora couldn't deny in the least.

He laughs softly, ducking his head for a moment, just says, ] Yeah. [ Talking about Axel who'd never admit it, himself, and in fact Roxas too, but he keeps those things implied.

Staring out across the dark of the water, intermittently lit with shocks of light from the moon, Sora is reminded more strongly than ever that every world has at least some similarity to another.

The sky especially he thinks and leans back on his hands a little to peer up at it better, the seemingly random scatter of stars lighting up the distance the same as they might at home. ]

So um...since you're back...you going to live with Demyx?

[ Unspoken might be obvious: because if you're not...]

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[ Not a lot of words are needed now; it's...better this time around, because they both understand each other without having to say it. A benefit of having been one person, perhaps, even though that still didn't shed all the light in the world. Even if neither of them had chosen that path. ]

[Roxas turns to look at Sora when he speaks again, a little surprised. He hadn't thought about where he'd live. He hadn't actually been thinking about much of anything besides the quiet, peaceful moment. ]

I don't know...I didn't think about that. He's not such a bad guy, really. Not like some of the other members of the Organization.

[ And there's an equally unspoken but in his voice. ]

[faroffdream.livejournal.com]

[Sora's cheeks puff out as he takes in a breath and then they hollow as he exhales, disturbing some of the longer spikes of hair almost comically. It's not annoyance at all, just thoughtfulness. He can hear the unspoken but, and he doesn't think badly of Demyx himself. But then again it is up to Roxas no matter who likes who; that's important, the idea and the reality that Roxas gets to choose things here, especially something like this.

Etched in the sand beneath their feet, Sora's got a paopu fruit doodled in, though it looks a bit on the squishy side of things.]

Welll, would you rather live somewhere else? I mean, we get an allowance, because we're still kids and stuff...you can stay anywhere you want. You know?

[ The thing that's supposed to be Riku in the sand is looking a little closer to a swamp thing but er pay no mind to that... ]

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[ Sora looks...sheepish? Shy? This must be the first example of them not immediately getting everything about one another, despite being the same, because Roxas can't see any reason he should be either. ]

[ He thinks about it for a few moments. Not long, because the path from A to B is a short one in this case. ]

Like with you?

[ Sora's art style is kind of familiar. Maybe Namine had inherited something from him after all. ]

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[ Both brows raise and Sora nods, sets the twig down again, even though each time he only picks it up. ] You could, I mean if you wanted to. There's three rooms and I only use one of them. [One was Riku's, way long ago, and then after that, Namine's. Head tilted, Sora adds, ] Well, it's me and two cats. Technically.

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Sounds kind of lonely.

[ He leans back, sinking his fingers into the sand. The idea of living with Sora is kind of appealing, but weirdly, a little scary at the same time. ]

Can I think about it?

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[ Thinking about that a moment, Sora doesn't deny it but he has a tendency to look on the bright sides of things when he can, so he simply says: ]

It's okay.

[ To the second thing though, Sora nods quickly, not wanting to box Roxas into anything he might ultimately prefer not to. ]

Sure. Take your time.

[ With a laugh, he adds, waving his device briefly, ] You know how to reach me.

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It's not that I don't want to be around you or anything. I do.

[ He smiles, feeling a little awkward now but still comfortable with Sora, more than he'd ever have expected. More comfortable than he's ever been with almost anyone. ]

It's just a lot to handle all at once. Feels like just about everything's changed.

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[ Sora nods again but this one is more natural and he looks from Roxas back to the ocean, rubbing the back of his head thoughtfully, the other hand drawing through the sand. ]

It has. Kind of..knowing everything you do now...that makes sense to me.

But I mean it. Take your time. My door's always open, or...not literally but you're welcome any time.

Even if you stay somewhere else. Riku and Kairi and I - we never lived together but we saw each other every day.

[ He says this as if to convey that there are any number of options open to them, that they don't need the compounded time of living together even if it could also be fun. It's up to Roxas, and he's good with that, prefers it even. ]

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I just need some time to let everything sink in.

[ It's not necessarily what Sora meant, but it feels good to be compared to Riku and Kairi. To be someone that important to him. ]

But I will come by, for sure.

...with ice cream.

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[ He can't help but grin at the second part, laughing for a moment. ] I should learn how to make carrot cake.

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Carrot cake? Wha— [ But then it catches up to him, rising through the tide of memories. ] Ha! Yeah, sure.

[ Still chuckling to himself, he gets to his feet, brushing the sand off his pants before offering his companion a hand up. ]

Hey, Sora. I meant what I said before, you know.

You do make a good Other.

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[ Sora accepts the offered hand and he's still holding onto it when Roxas reiterates his words from - what to Sora - was along time ago. His chest tightens a little, and maybe that's actually his heart. Roxas has his own, which makes Sora happier than he can say but he wonders if the blonde feels the same sort of twinge, like someone wrapped a hand around it while it's still beating just to check if it's there, if it's real. It is. They are.

He thinks he's very lucky, for all the obvious reasons, but for some of the reasons he never would have even thought of without the opportunities this City has given him, still gives, and somehow 'grateful' doesn't quite cover it but it's the only word he can think of. When he smiles at Roxas this time there's a pause embedded in it, something closer to understanding threading it all together. ]

I'm glad you think so.

You're good too. [ Is the quick addition but no less honest, no less genuine, as he continues, ] You're great.

[ Roxas is a lot of things of course. 'Great' is just one of them. ]

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[ He hauls Sora to his feet and maybe it's silly to feel glad that he can do something for him, even this tiny thing, but he'll just have to be silly then.

He ducks his head at Sora's words, but he can't feel too shy. They've been the same person; there's only so much they can hide from each other. And he's not embarrassed to have Sora think well of him. ]

Come on. Let's walk back together.

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Yeah.

[ He nods and gives Roxas' hand a squeeze before he lets go, brushing off the sand from his clothes and shins, figuring there's some in his shoes too but he can shake those out later. The walk back is uneventful and Sora spends most of it thinking of different things he and Roxas can do while they're both here - living together or not.

At the top of the list is to explore. He's thinking it might be fun to check out the beach, any of the caverns and things. But really they could just dig around in the forest too. Most things end up being mini adventures of sorts when you put your mind to it. ]